I’m waiting for my son to finish his dance class and, as I sit, I realize how things come full circle. How am I this “grown up” version of me and why don’t I feel much different? I contemplate how weird this seems, watching these dancers in a place that I spent most of my formative years, a place that sparked my passion for body movement and teaching others. I’m listening to an IIN lecture by health guru Victoria Moran on how to live a charmed life. She says this:”The stories of our lives are not about what actually happened. It’s about what you FEEL about what happened.” And so it is. It matters less about what you do than what you feel about what you do.
So how do I feel? In general, I’m prone to worry. I worry a lot about upsetting people, not making the right choice, not making any choice, not taking action, taking action hastily…you get the picture. My worry is my biggest personal health ailment. But in this moment, I do feel charmed. Life is sweet.